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Entry Twenty-Seven: Model vs. Me.
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yeah i know that. i also know the difference between spotting & a real period.
which means no baby.[silenthatred]
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2008-05-20 15:02:54 |
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Photo Entry Two.
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For some reason I pictured you a lot older. haha. I love the pic of you smiling! [AladdinSane]
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2008-05-08 22:00:38 |
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Photo Entry Two.
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wooah trippy hair, i like it! & you are pretty.
[myHEADxMINDxBRAIN]
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2008-05-07 23:19:46 |
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Entry Twenty-Four: Wannarexia and Walking.
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The 40 calorie bread is Oroweat 100% Whole wheat Light[AladdinSane]
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2008-04-26 12:03:18 |
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Entry Twenty-Four: Wannarexia and Walking.
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I truly believe that I am not a wannarexia. I will prove to everyone that I am serious and I can achieve my goals. I am inspired by your entries and only hope that you are able to become more positive about your weight lose. I am looking forward to updates. As for your comment on my diary... I'm going to have to be a real n00b and ask you what that means. Isabis <Something Beautiful> [NeverSeeMe]
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2008-04-23 20:40:17 |
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Entry Twenty-Two: Lies and Very Little Weight Loss
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You can do it. You know what to do. You have the tools an the power, so stop whinning and start DOING IT.[lenahan]
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2008-04-15 22:50:12 |
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Entry Nineteen: Reduced Intake and Body Pain.
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I'm always respectful because i've been anoxeric since i was 12. I've pushed myself to eat, and be better but it always lives inside us, no matter what kind of help we get.
Anoxeria, stands as it is unhealthy, but it does make you happy doesnt it, because it autually fills you up; I just wanted to return your comment, and say thankyou for the comment on my poem. And that you ever need to talk anoymously about it, or vent. Im here lovey.
Take care, and best wishes.
<3
[PerpetuallySearching]
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2008-04-11 23:57:59 |
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Entry Nineteen: Reduced Intake and Body Pain.
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You are probably dehydrated. Drink a lot of water throughout the day and see if the pains go away. But don't just drink a whole bunch of water at once. Another good book is Starving for attention by cherry boone (pat boone's daughter) it is really a great book.[AladdinSane]
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2008-04-10 17:56:53 |
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Entry Nineteen: Reduced Intake and Body Pain.
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Over exercising with the combination of anoxeria will cause your body to be in severe pain, and start to cause bruising depending on how hard you are being on your body.
This pain caused me to get quite addicted to pain medication, to this day i still rely on it too much.
I hope you find what your looking for, because anoxeria is just a shield hiding us from what we really want. You'll understand one day. Huggles, and please take of yourself. <3 [PerpetuallySearching]
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2008-04-09 22:25:40 |
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Entry Eighteen: Pain and Pro-Ana beliefs.
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Thank You for the comment. Good luck and becareful.[AladdinSane]
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2008-04-09 18:08:32 |
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Entry Eighteen: Pain and Pro-Ana beliefs.
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thanks for your comment. be careful with your choices regarding the ana.
hope you're well.
<3
[colormefabulous]
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2008-04-08 21:55:20 |
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Entry Seventeen: Weight Gain and Calorie Cutbacks
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I can,t because I will get fatter on your method. I will be going to a meeting for the lap bland soon. I hope my insurance will pay for it. [ANONYMOUSAnonymous]
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2008-04-06 12:09:32 |
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Entry Fifteen: Books and Recovery?
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I guess I dont understand the whole starvation thing. Why starve yourself? When you get older if you get older it causes alot of probs to your system you know. Stay strong starve on? wow. [Shadows1979]
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2008-04-06 00:07:59 |
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Entry Thirteen: Fasting and Cutting
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Pencils don't have lead anymore. They are made out of graphite. But cutting won't solve anything. [AladdinSane]
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2008-04-04 14:43:15 |
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Entry Thirteen: Fasting and Cutting
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Don't worry about it, I know how crap you can feel if you go back to cuttng after a while of not doing it, but it's okay. I usually use a blade out of a pencil sharpener...I didn't know you can get lead poisoning from it. Anyway, I hope you're okay, good luck with your fast if you're going on it. x. [electricXvampire]
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2008-04-04 06:34:02 |
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Entry Thirteen: Fasting and Cutting
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I went 5 months without cutting and i cut just 4 days ago i got so pissed off because i never wanted to cut again But i did It sucks I dont know if i want to live either sometimes [Charrollette]
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2008-04-04 04:04:49 |
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Entry Twelve: Binge and Purg.e.
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husband actually,lol. yeah i have a lot of "food" issues, and it's only getting worse. i read bits and piece of most of your entrys and added you because you are similar to me.[i'm imi-private because i got tired of people who have never had an eating disorder judge me, and be hateful for no reaseon]. stay strong starve on-fadingobsession [fadingobsession]
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2008-04-04 00:24:56 |
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Entry Eight: Weight Loss?
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Stay Strong!! Well I am about to go running. I wish I were 134. Keep your hopes up. It may take awhile but you'll get there!! Good luck.[AladdinSane]
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2008-03-31 21:28:11 |
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Entry Eight: Weight Loss?
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thanks i'll add you to![fatlikeme9]
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2008-03-31 16:33:45 |
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Entry Seven: More Defeated Than Ever.
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Water water water. Excercise excercise excercise. Just wait it out. It might take a couple weeks but you will get there. Don't forget to eat your vegetables. They do not have as many calories as fruit and the more fiber you get the better. Good luck!![AladdinSane]
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2008-03-30 21:11:15 |
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Picture Entry One
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i just LOVE ur haircut at the start! ur so pretty! xxx [iwantperfection]
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2008-03-30 14:42:30 |
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Basic info/Entry Six.
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iv lost 2lbs since yesterday! so iv realised, im exactly the same weight and height as you! and your goal weight is 1lb more than mine majorrrr coincidence! lol [NoRegretsNeeded]
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2008-03-29 10:54:09 |
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Basic info/Entry Six.
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well, if you guys survive college then that's great! they say that it's hardest to survive relationships in college, but if you're this committed already, i'm sure it'll be fine for you guys! you're lucky; even tho im already 16 1/2 i haven't dated a single guy who i thought i'd be able to love. well, good luck! [TheRealAlice]
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2008-03-28 22:42:07 |
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Basic info/Entry Six.
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that's okay, i was just wondering cuz you said that you have a fiance of 10 months, yet you're only 15. im amazed since you'll have to wait a while to get married; legal marriage age varies from state to state, but all but a few require parental consent if you are at least 16 and under 18. unless you';re pregnant. laws are a lot stricter since 'back in the day'. my mom was married at 17 since the legal age here in washington in the 70's was 16. oh wow, look at me go, i really got off topic. good luck! ^^ [TheRealAlice]
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2008-03-28 22:03:46 |
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Basic info/Entry Six.
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so you'd like to be 111. i see. you have the mentality of an anorexic, and others are keeping you from falling to an unhealthy weight. sorry, it just wasn't very clear in your entry. oh, by the way, what state do you live in? [TheRealAlice]
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2008-03-28 21:54:08 |
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Basic info/Entry Six.
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i dunno, i wouldn't really count 136 anorexic at 5' 6". im 5'8" and 140. i think you're where you're supposed to be?[TheRealAlice]
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2008-03-28 21:33:38 |
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Entry Five.
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i know exactly how you feel with the entire dizzy and blurred sight thing. noone else has ever said they had blurred sight before, and i thought it was just me! it sucks when you get them both at once. everyone thinks your gunna faint because you just stop and kinda start swaying. i find it kinda funny tho, i like the dizzy feeling... dont know why... [NoRegretsNeeded]
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2008-03-28 06:02:52 |
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Picture Entry One
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Damn gurl ur BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love your hair to!! thanx for the add
Zaria~
[skinnyzaria]
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2008-03-26 16:56:22 |
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Picture Entry One
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I LOVE YOUR BOW NECLACE IN THE 7TH PIC!!!
[rinajt6]
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2008-03-24 20:09:35 |
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Picture Entry One
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you are very very pretty  [grand prix]
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2008-03-24 19:35:39 |
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Entry One.
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I'm assuming you're from the US? Its gay how you have to have insurance to cover your medical costs there, must be hard.
Can't really say welcome, seeing as you've had two diaries before this.. but welcome back?
Lana x
[NoMoreCookies]
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2008-03-23 05:03:20 |
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Entry One.
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I'm a very blunt person, I'm glad you can appreciate me respecting your choices our of lack of caring. To some people it would sound bad, but my theory pretty much is that nothing I say or do is going to change what you do to yourself. So whether I agree with it or not becomes a bit inconsequential. I just do hope someday you decide to fix what you're doing to yourself before the damage is too great to do so. But I don't know you as a person, so I won't cast any judgement your way.
[JesusofSuburbia]
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2008-03-23 05:00:55 |
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Entry One.
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Thanks for the words, my intention is usually to bring a laugh.
Honestly I don't care what anyone writes here on MDD, some things may offend me but we all have the right to write whatever we want. Writing is one of those things that everyone should be able to do, to express themselves or whatever else, without having to deal with people's hang up's. We don't all have to agree with each other, or each other's choice to just leave well enough alone.
[JesusofSuburbia]
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2008-03-23 03:27:56 |
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Entry One.
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I don't necessarily think that people will assume you want attention, it really depends on what your entries are about. But I think being Pro<fill in the blank with anything self destructive> it's really strange. I'm not going to be one of those people that criticizes your life and your choices because that's exactly what they are, you're choices and your life.
I hope some day you do get the help you need though because these choices aren't healthy or safe, and I'm sure that you know that. Either way, good luck here on MDD...it can be a harsh place to post the kinds of things I expect you're going to post.
[JesusofSuburbia]
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2008-03-23 03:11:05 |
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